For a long time in my life I was unhappy. I felt like I was always being forced to choose, wether it was between right & wrong, religion, parents, friends, the list was endless.no matter wat I did there was always somebody unhappy abt my choices. That all changed wen I got married & I started going to church.
I didn't fully understand the whole church thing but it was the one place where I felt like god heard me.I would cry & weep & just let go of myself in church. As tym went on I kept having this feeling like I wanted more in life but my past was over riding my future. My family felt the need to remind me of ecery wrong thing I had ever done.. I was depressed & sad but yet I was hopeful.
I was sitting @ the kitchen table one day,reading an article from kenneth copeland. @ the back was this sinners prayer & I so wanted to pray that prayer & so I did! Wat joy & peace washed over me. I felt such a relief & release in me bcos I knew was forgiven in christ & that I had a one way ticket to heaven. It was freedom!! I started to walk in a new life the old things that nagged me no longer bothered me! Whenever someone reminds me of my past I use it as an opportunity to share jesus & the good news with them! My marriage is better, my family are better & everyday is a new day for me to walk in the freedom god has given me!! I truly felt like a kid on chritmas morning receiving such an awesome gift from my heavenly father.. Even trhough the world said I didn't deserve it. I have experienced gods love & favor evryday since then & I would love for you to share it too