I am glad to know for certain I have the full life now and know where my destiiny is leading me. For many years I had the FOOL life. I was a fool.
I started my spiritual journey at a very young age and because of that decision had many positive changes in my life but I was not giving God everything. I was still holding on to some areas of my live and felt guilty and unfulfilled. Finally at the age of 28 I came to the conclusion I needed to allow God to take control of 100% of my life not just areas I did not really care about. Once I gave him every area of my life, the secret and well know areas, I finally found peace and fulfillment. What an exelerating and powerful peace came over me. Friends and relatives really started to see my life change and I finally felt the joy, peace and satisfaction you read or hear about.
I still mess up and still try at times to hang on to areas I know I should let go of but once I let go God is faithful and just and takes me back to the full life. I know beyound a shadow or a doubt if I were to die right now, I know for certain that I would be with God in heaven.