Before I received eternal life I felt that I didn't know where I was going in the world or if I was doing anything right.
I remember lying in my bed after my uncle died thinking what did I do to deserve the pain I felt.
Then when a friend told me about the HCBC youth group I learned how I could receive eternal life.
Now that I have eternal life I now know that when people pass on it is not my fault, god picks the timing of someone's death and it all happens for a reason.
After I had finally accepted Christ into my life someone else close to me passed away but instead of sitting there and saying what did I do wrong? I prayed to god that he would take care of them.
I have now realized that heaven is a free gift and eternal life will lasts forever, I also know for certain if I we're to die today I would end up at the open gates of heaven.