Before I received eternal life I was looking for love in all the wrong places, and had God compartmentalized.
I remember my sweet giving and caring mother facing life from her bed for several years due to a sudden stroke. All I could think was "why did God allow this to happen to such a wonderful woman?"
Then someone shared with me how I could receive eternal life.
Now that I have eternal life I no longer feel anger toward the Lord.
Then one sorrowful morning I found that my husband had lost his battle with cancer and had gone home to the Lord. I had peace knowing that he was no longer suffering any discomfort, but was welcomed into heaven by our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Beyond that knowledge regarding my husband, I also know that if I were to die right now I would be with God in heaven as well.