I would go from party-time to party-time. I wasn't developing any life skills which could serve me in the future. I was looking for God in the Bible, but I had no way of knowing Him.
Then someone explained to me how I can have eternal life.
Soon after I received eternal life, I had hope and direction for the future.
I was able to have fun and friends without getting loaded anymore. I was able to maintain a job and gain life skills. I had an inner strength which would get me through anything in life and I had a home in heaven.
Today I am enjoying life more than ever. There are still though times but I am satisfied with the help and comfort I receive from my Savior. I am also grateful to know I have a home in heaven forever.